A New Beginning.

It is almost 2008. Time to jumpstart the New Year mode. It is always said to take it day by day; even though you may not notice the changes- sooner or later, everything will be different. Probably one day, I'll be sitting somewhere awesome thinking " what the hell just happened?" ...hopefully...

6 days before heading home for Christmas. 6 days before the guilty feelings of never quite living up to the standards you were born into comes and kicks you in the butt. 6 days before I have to leave a world I made up and surrendered myself to. Life right now feels so cluttered and smothering. I almost want to just throw everything out, and start over again. Everyone knows that is not the real problem. THAT is just denial than. Denial is so much funner than acceptance though- at least you get to go shopping and redecorate~

So in 6 days I have to:
1. Throw out makeup I never use, [People really shouldn't go shopping when they are bored]
2. Throw out all the old notes/binders/textbooks. [HA funny, like I would actually read them again]
3. Give away clothes to Salvation Army [whoever's gonna be an asian size 0 will be very happy >"<]
4. Return all 8 cases of beer bottles ... [sh*t]
5. Hang up Painting [ the house looks boring otherwise]
6. Clear away clutter on desk and shelves [ seriously - if I hadn't used the things in the last 2 years... I doubt I'll miss it]
7. Throw away nail polish that is stinky/old/clumpy/ugly
8. ALMOST want to throw away dishes.... but that seems like such a waste....